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	2009.06.14  14.43 My darling Fiona, A year ago I was lucky enough to be standing across of you, say the words "I do", put a ring on your finger, kiss you and be able to call you my wife. The time has literally flown by and this is my way of telling you how much you mean to me. I love you so much words can't even express how I'm truly feeling. I want you to know you're the most important thing in my life. I love you more then anything. Even more then I love my Atari and that's saying quite a lot as you know how much I love my Atari. It's fun, awesome and amazing we both do the same thing. I love how we both love making music, tour and entertain people and all that stuff but all I really want to do is wake up next to you everyday for the rest of my life. Everyday I'm reminded to how amazing you are. You're amazing on so many different levels that when I think about it I know you're like no one else in this world. You are a dream come true for me and no matter where I am in this world if I'm not happy all I have to do is think of you and I smile. Because you are the most amazing, sweet, nice, considerate, loving, caring, smart and sane person I have ever met. I love you so much and feel so fucking lucky, hell I'm amazed I am this lucky, that I had the fortune to find you, fall in love with you and, most of all, having you fall for me too. I constantly think about starting a family with you. I'm so glad that I can make you as happy as you make me. I love how you always try to make everything fun and good and that you want to live life. You never hold back and do things you want to do just so you won't end up regretting things. I admire this so much about you. Never ever worry about my love for you because it will always be there. Always be yourself and do what you want to do because that's the woman I fell in love with. I want to hug and thank your family for raising you to be the amazing sweet and thoughtful woman you are. You are one of a kind. I have never met anyone quite like you and I know I never will either. You walked into my life and took my heart with you and made it yours. I am so happy to have the chance to be with you. When I think of myself without you I shudder because it's not something I ever want to have to experience. I don't know where I would be, who I would be with and what I'd be doing. It's very hard to imagine that anyone or anything could complete me the way you do. You fulfil me like no one else ever would be able to do. You get me like no one else does and that, combined with everything you are and which makes you you is what I've fallen in love with. I want to see you every single day of my life till I'm old and gone. Thank you for loving me and taking a chance with me. No drama, no complications, just love, respect, understanding, romance and fulfilment. You are my wife, my queen and my partner in crime. I love you Fiona, Forever yours, Your husband Mika. Mood: loved

	2008.03.09  00.24 Tweak says, "macho macho man!" I want to be a macho man! Karaoke in Japan is awesome. Playing DDR is too though when RoZ told me to not eat the Doritos, as they are disgusting according to Jayne and her band buddies, I decided to be an idiot and try them anyway. Reminder to self, when your sister warns you about something listen instead of being an idiot who doesn't. I like Japan so far and the fans seem to like us as well. I must be honest though. I really want to go home because I only have 2 weeks to get a good suit for my wedding before I head off to Europe for a new tour and then we got the tour through America to promote If so I got quite a busy time coming to me. Not that I mind. I'm actually looking forward to touring. Our fans are amazing. They never stop amazing me with their crazy antics. Most of them are nice though there are asses in them too but I think everyone has that at times. Japanese fans are strange though. They are well mannered! They actually say please when they want a picture and wait patiently for their turn. Sure they ask for attention too but most of them are really sweet and kind and it's just... Well it's something I had to get used to. Australia was fun too. I have to write about it. The fans were nice and seemed to really enjoy the show. What was really funny though was when we went to a wild park to see kangaroos and koalas and they were really cute. I hugged a koala and fed him eucalyptus leaves. He was cute. Tascha got a cute koala too but the funniest thing was seeing my sister go "GET IT OFF ME!!! GET IT OFF ME!!! OH MY FUCKING GOD DO SOMETHING AND GET THIS KILLER KOALA OFF ME!!!" I'm sorry RoZ but that was just funny so I couldn't help but laugh. Besides you and I both know that if it had happened to me you would have rolled on the floor laughing so hard your stomach would have hurt as well. She's doing better and is having less nightmares, which is a good thing. Just hearing her talk about a show I did back in 2000 was quite strange. It was weird to just sit on the bus driving to the next place we'd perform at and hear her ask me about Melissa. Now mind you, Melissa was out former bassist. She played with us up until June 2001 and then told me she was pregnant and wanted to leave the band to start a family with her boyfriend. 3 months later RoZ joined the band and we never really talked much about Melissa so just to hear her say "Mika... Do you still talk to Melissa at times? I remember being at a show with Jayne and telling Jayne I could do a far better job then her. I proved everyone I was right but I was just wondering if you had seen her lately." The first night RoZ came to a show was about 7 and a half years ago. I thought she wouldn't even remember Melissa anymore, hell to be honest I had forgotten about her as she never even called me back or send me a card to let me know if she had a boy or a girl so all I could do was look at her weird and tell her no. I know she'd think of people she hadn't seen in years but this was just strange. Something I really never expected to happen. I must say though that hearing her tell her memories of years ago like they happened just yesterday is nice. I told her to write them down too but she told me she was already doing so. She has two different notebooks. One with bad memories and one with good memories. She told me that perhaps some day she'd let me read her bad memories too but at the time being she couldn't. I understand that though and just like everyone else in her group of friends I'm being there for her when she needs me. I'm glad Skype exists. Sure considering the time zones and making sure my Fionce isn't sleeping when I try to call her sucks but just being able to talk to her makes me miss her less. I never expected to feel a love this strong for anyone but she came along and just totally stole my heart. She accepts me as I am and loves me unconditionally. I'm lucky to be engaged to her and soon we'll be married. I can't wait for that day to come. Mood: calm